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 |please don't hurt me... i promise i won't hurt you... ​ |i know i probably don't but... do i look like a girl?  |i'm sowwy i don't look pretty... ​ | |please don't hurt me... i promise i won't hurt you... ​ |i know i probably don't but... do i look like a girl?  |i'm sowwy i don't look pretty... ​ |
  
-i don't like how my body appears to be turning into that of a grown man while my mind stays so small and needy... and i've become really aggressive... :(+i don't like how my body appears to be turning into that of a grown man while my mind stays so small and needy... and i've become really aggressive... :( i have a shorter temper than ever before and i hate that... i really hate being able to hurt people... rrgghhhh... 
 + 
 +=== reinhilde really hates doing things for her husky... but she has to publish this... === 
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 +Tucked away, in the back of my imagination,​ is an idyllic land. No one there has to grow up if they 
 +don't have to. The last world war was fought over improperly prepared bacon and the death count was 
 +equally small (at 0). In this dreamy land, you top out at a height you can cope with being, and you 
 +don't have to have a body of the wrong gender. And you're treated like a little puppy if you need to 
 +be. The scenery is vast, and impressive, but not imposing. 
 + 
 +In it, I'm still a kid. And everyone pets me and holds me and calls me "lil cutie girl."​ 
 + 
 +Too bad it's just dreams and daydreams. 
 + 
 +Because I really need to be a cute little kid again. 
 + 
 +Can't a little husky pup just have her glory days back? 
 + 
 +All this hate, resentment, worry, pain... Tears me apart... 
 + 
 +I wanna be a sweet and innocent little husky girl... 
 + 
 +I wanna be a smiley little cutie pie... 
 + 
 +I overeat because at least food is guaranteed to make me a bit happy... But eating too much makes 
 +you fat... and I weigh 135+ kg. I just wanna be a tiny little cutie pie... but I'm tall, wide, old, 
 +wrinkly, resentful, hateful, angry, unstable... this just isn't me... I'm supposed to be a fluffy 
 +little puppy... Always happy, always forgiving, always a good girl for my friends, always nice to 
 +cuddle... I wanna be so cute and innocent, and not so smart that I get resentful of everyone and 
 +angry at everything... I wanna be ticklish and soft, not corrosive and stiff... I want my childhood 
 +back... I need my childhood back... I'll do anything for a fleeting moment of immaturity, of 
 +emptiness, of naïveté... 
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